Right? He has more energy. There's a spark in his eyes and he actually has HOPE for his own future. I miss the old Zack, but it's It sucks he's going to lose that again.
Oh, I don't think the "old" Zack was totally without hope for his future - unless the aggressive optimism was some kind of coping mechanism. I'm not very good with those.
[ Beckett is good with Zell and even he's not sure any more if it's a coping mechanism or not. ]
It's for other people. He found out something a few months back. Going to have to kick his butt to get him to believe. Later though. When he actually is himself.
Everything good with Angel and Rhys? Rhys is messaging me, too. :) He said something about pancakes.
Lord, what did he find out? Is it going to be another shocking revelation that will get me to totally rethink his mindset? The last one was... much.
[He's snarking plenty, and yet, somewhere inside, he is constantly remembering that Zack has died. Is dead. Is - who knows.]
Angel and Rhys are well. We're planning to reunite and feast tonight, so pancakes will likely be involved. I am going to eat my own weight in them and no one in this godforsaken hell town can stop me.
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Date: 2017-10-05 10:26 pm (UTC)He has more energy. There's a spark in his eyes and he actually has HOPE for his own future.
I miss the old Zack, but it's
It sucks he's going to lose that again.
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Date: 2017-10-06 02:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-10-08 10:19 pm (UTC)It's for other people.
He found out something a few months back. Going to have to kick his butt to get him to believe.
Later though. When he actually is himself.
Everything good with Angel and Rhys?
Rhys is messaging me, too. :)
He said something about pancakes.
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Date: 2017-10-09 12:13 pm (UTC)[He's snarking plenty, and yet, somewhere inside, he is constantly remembering that Zack has died. Is dead. Is - who knows.]
Angel and Rhys are well. We're planning to reunite and feast tonight, so pancakes will likely be involved. I am going to eat my own weight in them and no one in this godforsaken hell town can stop me.