Actually, that's very normal given the circumstances.
[No sarcasm there. If Rhys thinks he's going to phase Beckett with the idea of being friends with someone who's abused and killed you, he has clearly missed some memos.]
Human psychology has a number of names for it. But talking about the pathology of it is reductive. You two share a mind, thoughts, even dreams. You are all he really has. In a sense... I wouldn't be surprised if a part of you believes that he is all you have.
I might be wrong. [Casual tone, if not entirely convinced. But he doesn't want to push. It's a big idea to introduce, one Rhys probably will have to chew at on his own for a while.]
I did say, it is your head. You know it best. I'm only pointing out. The AI and you - even if you fight and have whatever falling out, even if whatever anomaly wanders by, or something else, he is the one person who can't ever leave.
Don't hang it on me, Rhys. Your head. I can listen, and I can advise, but the call you make - to keep the AI, remove it, or destroy it - will be your call. And having anyone else around is no substitute to making it.
[That's the tough love part. He stops there for a moment, coughing faintly - same old unhappy sound - before he adds:]
Still... the week I've promised Angel runs out tomorrow. We'll find out if I can rejoin you.
[It's not going away, baby bird. You gotta face the music eventually.]
Not stop. No. But you can know the fear and control it. Very few people like to be alone. [He hesitates a fraction.] Even I have enough of it now and then. But many don't find their own company to be so disagreeable.
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Date: 2016-08-19 05:46 am (UTC)[No sarcasm there. If Rhys thinks he's going to phase Beckett with the idea of being friends with someone who's abused and killed you, he has clearly missed some memos.]
Human psychology has a number of names for it. But talking about the pathology of it is reductive. You two share a mind, thoughts, even dreams. You are all he really has. In a sense... I wouldn't be surprised if a part of you believes that he is all you have.
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Date: 2016-08-19 05:59 am (UTC)[ His skin is crawling. Just a little. ]
None of me believes he's all I have, because I have Angel, and Fhhng... well. [ Chest. Hurts. ] Angel, always.
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Date: 2016-08-19 06:06 am (UTC)I did say, it is your head. You know it best. I'm only pointing out. The AI and you - even if you fight and have whatever falling out, even if whatever anomaly wanders by, or something else, he is the one person who can't ever leave.
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Date: 2016-08-19 06:12 am (UTC)Ever.
Leave.
He thought his skin was crawling before. ]
This is why you need to stick with us. We can't just be left with him.
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Date: 2016-08-19 06:31 am (UTC)[That's the tough love part. He stops there for a moment, coughing faintly - same old unhappy sound - before he adds:]
Still... the week I've promised Angel runs out tomorrow. We'll find out if I can rejoin you.
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Date: 2016-08-20 04:27 am (UTC)'If', pfft.
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Date: 2016-08-20 03:31 pm (UTC)Which is one more reason why you need to master this. You will be much less afraid of being alone when you have faith in yourself.
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Date: 2016-08-23 04:33 am (UTC)[ Really, Beckett, not the time to mention that. No Rhysterics, but his voice dips back into pained wavering. ]
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Date: 2016-08-23 10:26 am (UTC)Not stop. No. But you can know the fear and control it. Very few people like to be alone. [He hesitates a fraction.] Even I have enough of it now and then. But many don't find their own company to be so disagreeable.