I know that you can handle him - probably better than anyone. But stabbing can be a complicated business for the stabber as well as the victim. Especially with a face you know.
[Why is he even saying this. Why is he doing this to both of them. When he knows that she knows - how much does she know? She's been through a lot, but she's still so young.
Let him do the stabbing, Angel. Faces he knows don't count for much in his world.]
I'm sorry - it's gotten to be a bad reflex. I don't know if anything would have gone differently, if I had believed in everything he said from the start. Maybe he knew how it was going to end. Maybe that's why
[Why Anatole killed himself. But that is one thing he won't talk about. Not when it feels true.]
Is it also not pathetic to think that, if he does show up, he will have answers - some sort of answer?
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Date: 2016-05-24 03:47 pm (UTC)[Why is he even saying this. Why is he doing this to both of them. When he knows that she knows - how much does she know? She's been through a lot, but she's still so young.
Let him do the stabbing, Angel. Faces he knows don't count for much in his world.]
I'm sorry - it's gotten to be a bad reflex. I don't know if anything would have gone differently, if I had believed in everything he said from the start. Maybe he knew how it was going to end. Maybe that's why
[Why Anatole killed himself. But that is one thing he won't talk about. Not when it feels true.]
Is it also not pathetic to think that, if he does show up, he will have answers - some sort of answer?