As your friend, I will not try to stop you, but I will advise that you take what safety measures you can. When Rydia and I were in the morgue together, I survived by staying in an out of the way room and closing the door. That will not allow you to observe directly, but you can leave your tablet filming in the main space. Tie yourself to something that doesn't move and see if you can protect your hands somehow, as the urge to leave will likely drive you to self-injury. Make sure you have some kind of weapon nearby - a heavy piece of rubble might work best.
[This is friendship as he knows it. And it isn't a trivial thing.]
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As your friend, I will not try to stop you, but I will advise that you take what safety measures you can. When Rydia and I were in the morgue together, I survived by staying in an out of the way room and closing the door. That will not allow you to observe directly, but you can leave your tablet filming in the main space. Tie yourself to something that doesn't move and see if you can protect your hands somehow, as the urge to leave will likely drive you to self-injury. Make sure you have some kind of weapon nearby - a heavy piece of rubble might work best.
[This is friendship as he knows it. And it isn't a trivial thing.]